Don't Look Back Again

Don't you ever look back.

Or I'm gonna turn you into a pillar of salt.

Green!Eyes - Santa Boy

She was praying for the night
Don't forget to dim your bedroom light
Close your eyes count to ten and fake into sleep

Before the silent slipping in
Left a star on your Christmas Tree
And Santa Boy will come through
The window underneath your bed

"If you let me in
I can be your friend
I'll do what you need
Fulfill all your wish
Would you count me in
I will do what I can
Trusty and never change
Please make me complete"

And Santa Boy will come through the pillow underneath your sweet dreams

The Truth

「怎麼我戴口罩你也認得出我？」

其實當時天色都暗了。但我又怎麼可能認不出你。

「你就算化成灰我也認得。」

And that’s totally true.

You can live a real life there.

那就是一個可以包容任何人, 各種文化的地方。
無關我在那裡生活多久或者我是不是死在那裡，那是我的故土。

What's he doing now? - Tanner Cohen

如果大家有在08年金馬看了這部電影，姑且不論電影拍得如何，電影配樂很棒是無庸置疑的吧？在電影裡飾演Timothy的Tanner Cohen，聲線清亮綿長，電影裡的問句：If you could make someone love you, would you？也被我記憶了好久。

So, what's Tanner Cohen doing now？首先，他是09年從UCLA (wow)畢業的出櫃同志。其他資料都不重要了，有興趣的自己去維基百科看：http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tanner_Cohen

重點是，他現在組了一個電子樂團！

Myspace：http://www.myspace.com/ilovetheguts

官網：http://hands.ryder-ripps.com/（現在很大方的提供Hands單曲的下載！Hoot！）

（另一個團員叫什麼名字也不重要。）
Tanner Cohen唱歌真的很好聽。他拍Were The World Mine之前受過一年的聲樂訓練，改行當歌手其實不錯，畢竟不能演小C妹演一輩子吧。

Tanner Cohen的Twitter：http://twitter.com/tarzan_tanner#

致我最愛的野玫瑰

不知道你會是我的最愛多久，或許就快不是了。

那天我做了夢了，夢醒後我就明白了，我之所以喜愛你是因為你骨子裡的女性特質，不是言行或舉止上的，是你的思想和靈魂，那時連真正的生理女性都難以企及的，陰柔和憂鬱。如此一來我怎麼還能愛上其他人呢？比你還要女性太難了。

但生活不能這樣裹足不前，除了愛你我總有其他事好做。至少我有愛過。


The Bigger Lights - Skinny Jeans

She's got an old suitcase of summer clothes
But she's got nowhere to go
She's got fifteen bucks left to her name
And the road to call her own

She sleeps alone on city streets
And calls me on the phone to say
"I miss you all the time.
You're all I've got to stay alive"

I don't wanna take another step without you
And I don't wanna wake another day
To watch you walk away
So if you're mine, you better to mine
Until our lungs run out of time
And I don't wanna feel this heart
Beat without you

She's got her heart tattooed with knotted words
That she though she still believed
A New York smile in skinny jeans
And the moves to make you scream

She'd rather run and cut her ties
Then stay and let the moment die
She's always on my mind
and without her, I can't survive

I don't wanna take another step without you
And I don't wanna wake another day
To watch you walk away
So if you're mine, you better to mine
Until our lungs run out of time
And I don't wanna feel this heart
Beat without you

She came back from California
Lost her way alone in Georgia
Found she wanted something more
Like what she did before
And then she stumbled back into me
And took my breath away

I don't wanna take another step without you
And I don't wanna wake another day
To watch you walk away
So if you're mine, you better to mine
Until our lungs run out of time
And I don't wanna feel this heart
Baby so steal my heart
And I don't wanna feel this heart
Beat without you

Beat without you
Beat without you
Beat without you

關於出走的想望



這是我今年聽最多的專輯，現在年終將近，又想起這首歌。後來就再沒有一個emo團入得了我的眼了，我的emo/pop punk歲月是否就到此為止了呢？

在晚間我總會想起我的舊金山。

睡時閉上眼，眼底會映滿燈火的舊金山。

The Bigger Lights - Get Lost

I lost my voice in London calling, I broke my heart in Hollywood,

And damn Miami, you don't understand me,you know it hurt so good.

I broke apart in Paris, baby, and this road does not lead to Rome.

And when I find I'm going nowhere, I must be headed home.

You've gotta get lost.

You've gotta get locked out, spun around, busted up and beaten down.

That's where you find yourself.

I got drunk in Barcelona. New York City fed my soul.

And dirty Vegas stole my money, and left me laying low.

I left my eyes in Boston crying. I took my time in Tokyo.

I met a Misfit in New Jersey but walk this road alone.

You've gotta get lost,

You've gotta get locked out, spun around, busted up, and beaten down.

That's where you find yourself.

I learned some lessons in Seattle with angles in Virginia snow.

For what it's worth, I needed Dallas, and now I'm coming home.

You've gotta get lost,

You've gotta get locked out, spun around, busted up, and beaten down.

That's where you find yourself.

News from The Kooks

The Kooks搞了一個設計 iPod 外殼的比賽，冠軍是以下這位。

很有創意也很有意義的活動，但我一點也不想要這款外殼耶。

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Note

（我不否認我現在比較喜歡這裡。但也沒錯，這年頭還有誰會看無名呢，我捨不得丟罷了。）

我想我搞錯方向了，一直都是。我該做好現在該做的事，多讀很多書，要變強壯就剩這幾年了，然後腳步踏穩了就開始往外走，因為我沒有要當那種弱質老文青，那種只能坐在安全的地方泡茶嘆氣情緒來了寫一些作品的弱質老文青。走要往危險的地方走，像Susan Sontag，去做沒有人做沒有人關心的事情，要思想沒有人思想的。

少說多做，And always dream big! 甘於平凡成不了大事。

不夠強壯也無所謂，反正走出去以後我會知道，我有家鄉有搖滾樂。

PS. Manic Street Preachers非常優秀! 這經驗告訴我們不要不信邪!紅的團”通常”紅得有道理的。